I'm BACK!!!!!

As you can see from my last post, I've been in a weird funk the past month or so.
But after certain events this weekend I feel like a huge load has been lifted off my shoulders. I walked into my roommates room and stated "Life is wonderful!" She responded with a smile and said, "You're back." I am! I'm back and better than ever! I love life again!
Is my life perfect? Nope. But who cares?!?! Its marvelous none the less.

A word to the wise: If there's something you feel like you should do, don't avoid it or put off. DO IT! You'll be glad you did :)

One of Those Days

Do you ever have those days where you just want to crawl in a hole and go to sleep for at least 72 hours. That's today. And yesterday. And pretty much everyday the past week. Its just one of those times when there is so much stress and so much pressure you just want to quit life. Just for a little while anyways.

I know my life is good. I am extremely blessed and I should have nothing to complain about. Here it comes.... the BUT. But, I just feel like there is so much pressure on me! Most, if not all of which I put on myself. And even though I know I'm not, I just feel alone.

I've decided, I want 6 full months. I want 6 months to have no responsibilities besides church, to sit in bed for as long as I want and read a millions books on my To-Read list, to get on a plane and fly where ever I want, to sit outside to smell the air and be calm, to write in my journal, to read my scriptures, to make my clothes fit again, to have time to plan and prepare wonderful meals, and to RUN and RUN and RUN. That's what I want. 6 months.

I just needed to get that off my chest. Sorry for the downer post. I hope I didn't depress you too much. By the way, I have to say thanks to my wonderful dad who is coming to give me a running car today. He is a life saver! He always has my back. Thanks dad!

Next week is Thanksgiving! Hopefully I'll have a much happier post after that glorious school(but not homework) free weekend.

Winding Down

3 1/2 weeks left in the semester!!!!!! 10 official days of class. 1 annotated bibliography, 1 12 page paper, 2 quizzes, 9ish chapters to read, 2 1 page papers, tons of music theory stuff, and 8 exams to go. And I have no motivation to do any of it!!!!! Instead of doing my homework, I'm blogging. The joys of the Internet.

I can do it.... just click log out and go to the library website...... anyone up for a movie instead? :)

Any motivational thoughts would be much appreciated right now :)

Gangsta'

I never knew I was related to a gangsta'. Ella came upstairs a few weeks ago sporting a backwards hat and giant slippers. She excitedly stated in a deep voice, "Yo dudes. Sup man."
A toothless gangster. Who would have pictured it?

I love this little girl!

In Case You Were Wondering...

I'm AWESOME at bowling!!!!!